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BlueAlpha14
Some dubstephile who tries his hand at making his own. I also help out reporting stolen stuff to the Audio Portal Cleanup thread. Hablo español. Pero, no soy perfecto.

Age 23, Male

Washington, USA

Joined on 12/27/15

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Thanks! :)

Np, happy new year!

Wow, thanks!

Sure! :D Happy New Year!

The reason why my 2016 was the worse year is because, I have been depressed because I had friends turn against me, bully me, and stalk me a little. I was insulted a lot, they took the piss out of all my problems that others and I go. It put me down. I also lost a cat that I loved to bits this year, he was missing since July and never came back. I got into gambling on websites because I wanted good stuff to make me feel better. I also wanted money to buy stuff that I really wan't. So yeah, after all that, I got into some bad shit, started cutting. That's it. I don't know why I am posting this comment here, but may as well, because who cares?

Ah dude, that's gotta suck :( I've had my share of bullying and betrayal as well.
As a serious cat lover, seeing that makes me depressed. I almost lost my cat..
There's tons of things we all want, it's just I have to be more conscientious about my money. Otherwise I would've bought these super expensive headphones I want.
Well, hopefully it will get better.

Cheers to you. Happy new year!

Same to you!

Yeah it does suck, lots of stuff goes through my head sometimes, and sometimes makes me wanna end it all. But, I chin up and continue my life as I should, even if I end up homeless or without money or friends, etc.

I actually got a pair or expensive headset this year, they cost about £80, luckily I didn't went for the ones that are more high priced ones that are priced over £100. But the ones you are talking about are probably more expensive than mine XD

Yeah, I hope it gets better, probably not. I leave school in June 2017. And I gotta go to a college, but with the problems I am having, it's tough. Oh well, I gotta man up.

I wanted to suicide many times, I was left alone to think about it too much.

At first I wanted Skullcandy Crusher, but the pair I got doesn't work so I had to return it. Now I don't even want new one's because it's so stressful trying to find another affordable pair when no one sells them.

I don't even plan on college :/

thanks alot.

Np, happy new year.

Thanks a lot,and happy new year my friend! Actually,happy new year everyone! :)

You too!

Thanks for the mention, you were also a nice friend to have :)
2016 was an nice year for me, i also have got into EDM a lot.
I wish you luck with everything in the new year alpha :)

I can't believe how dull my life was lol.

Thanks, you too.

Constructive criticism is what I do best =P
Happy New Years!

Indeed, I need to practice.
You too.

Happy new year

Same to you.

Awe thanks for the "LOVE" man! But i hate to ask but you deserve to have more fans than i do! But anyways hope you have an 2017... It's all coming our way but... HAPPY NEW YEARS TO EVERYONE ON THIS LIST! And to you too bro Alpha!

No homo lol

You deserve fans as well, your content is more desirable, at least.

Happy New Years, and have a great 2017!

Sorry if that sounded "Gay" heh... Have a good Year bro!

Same.

Time is relative. I'm glad I met ya though. You're ... the exact right combination of differences that most people on the internet aren't. It's refreshing!

It's odd how I met some of these people. One of my friends I met on here I met because I reviewed his song in the r4r thread. After that we kind of just started talking regularly.
Then again, one of my longest online friends I've had we met by accident. I mistook her for someone else because I thought she was apart of this club I wanted to join. 3 years later we're still talking regularly.

Right combination of differences that most people on the internet aren't? lol that's interesting.

That's pretty interesting. Do you make friends relatively easily? You seem like the type of person who would -- easy going, helpful -- that's what I was getting at when I said you're different from a lot of the other people I've met. You're not uptight or an asshole, hahah.

I... don't really know. I guess I just make friends without thinking about it. In real life it's a different story. I'm probably the most anti-social person at my school. It took me a couple weeks before I was even comfortable approaching people.

Eh.. not always. From 2014 to early 2016 I was actually quite depressed and I was pretty uptight. Even when I first came here I was a jerk to people who were actually trying to help. I've changed a lot though.

Well, it's good to hear you're growing as a person. If you need help, especially regarding that depression bit, I'm here. I've been through... let's just say a lot. I've been there, through suicide, through the other side, and back, so if you need someone to talk to, you're not gonna scare me off or make me feel sorry for ya. I know most of us actually depressed people actually feel worse when that happens, hahah. Just keep working at it though. You may find it's easier to approach people online if you keep practicing it, and gradually that translates into in person, or you might not. Life is strange. You never know.

Wwww thanks for mentioning XD

Thanks boi! Hope 2017 is better for you!!