Hey, don't be so hard on yourself. I hear Nexus presets on the radio and have used the same ones in my music. It's all what you do with the tools and knowledge you have -- your creativity within the limitations of your DAW and your VSTs. I mean, look at what the Beatles did with the technology of their time. We're simply doing the same, although many people don't think about it that way. Most people use loops and sample their drops in dubstep lately. That's not necessarily a bad thing, but technology is making it so that virtually anyone can be good if they study a certain formula. You'll get there.
Personally, I think my own stuff is all shit though, so I know the feel.
AzeXiR
I know that feeling.
BlueAlpha14
Eh, I don't really have that feeling now. A lot was going on last night, part of why I need to stay off the internet when I'm stressed.